I am sorry to say this, but I was too hasty in my actions to become your medicine cat. I thought I would be able to serve you best by being in that position, but I find that my claws and fangs itch for battle. I loved being your medicine cat while I had it. You all trusted me enough, but I let you down. To my former apprentices I am sorry. I tried my best to be happy as a medicine cat and you were great to me. I really felt welcomed by you and I was happy. Unfortunately, when I think of myself as a healer rather than a fighter, my stomach doesnt feel right. I want help all of Windclan but I feel that my powers are best suited on the battlefield, not in healing. I still feel that you can come and talk to me but I will not be a medicine cat. I am truly sorry about my wishy washy behavior. Please forgive me and dont feel hostile at my actions. I have become a regular warrior again, and another medicine cat position is open.
Yeah,what Fireheart said.We still wubs you! GROUP HUG!!!! *hugs Ebonycloud and Fireheart*
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We all have our moments: A moment to cry, a moment to laugh. A moment to be held, a moment to be let go. A moment to be sad for not having what we want, and a moment to be happy with what we got.
Yeah, we all have those moments. And I advise you not to put them to waste.
Wait, then... then until Fireheart writes her letter, shes my apprentice? I'm medicine cat alone? I definitely respect your decision, and no matter what, to Fireheart and me, you'll always have been our mentor to help us up to the path of becoming medicine cats. I respect your decision greatly. When you became a medicine cat, it wasnt much of a difference, because you have always been a medicine cat to me. Since I joined just last month, you helped me. Your decision was for the best if your heart tells you that you are a true warrior. You are like a warrior medicine cat, though, because you are great at defending your Clan and helping people. What does the difference make if your not medicine cat? Sure it will be wierd being the ony med cat with fireheart, but as long as we're friends, positions will never matter.
Thank you Tabbystripe you dont know what this means to me. I am a warrior at heart and i didnt feel right in the medicine cat den. I did love it there because you and Fireheart were great friend s to me =D I still feel that you can come and talk to me if you feel like it. I will miss working along side you but i will try my best to use my powers to defend you from attacks instead of healing. *Dips head in respect* You truly are a wise cat Tabbystripe I thank you for your support on this.
Thank you, Ebonycloud. You still are like my mentor, because this is a new experience for me, being med cat alone. Its a whole new responsibility, and i think it'll teach me a lot about being a med. cat. your welcome, that's what friends are for. :)