OK. Crushness... I have a feeling. If you like have NO IDEA what I'm talking about, I suggest you read on, read the first few posts for my journal (AKA all the ones before this) or stop reading instantly and go to someone else's journal or something.. cause I'm a weird girl, and if you can't accept that, deal with it. NOW, if you didn't know, I have a crush named Ben, and he's like in my homeroom class and I totally LIKE HIM!
OK so it all got started because my homeroom class is ELA. I like totally lubb that class [XD]. Well, we're doing a newspaper to go around the school, and Ben and I got paired up together with interviews. We interviewed out librarian and then we decided to come over to my house to finish the project. We came to my house, and figured we didn't know how to put it into a paragraph without stating the question, then anwer, then question, then anwer, etc. So we messed around and he left; the sky was dark. He started chatting on the phone with me then we started chatting on Gmail. Like WHOA!
So...
I went to school the other day and asked him like why we were chatting and everything and he said he was bored... but I have a feeling.... HE LIKES ME!
And what's even more nerve-racking than that I like him and I think he likes me is:
One of my BFFs last year like him, but they broke up!!!!! DEAL WITH THAT! My friend would've like killed me if she found out. SOOOOOO......
Now you know why it's called 'Crushness... I HAVE A FEELING!'? HAHA! ^^
Maybe I did, but I don't remember. XD I probably did because I'm always calling users unique names that they've never been called before to see if I can get them going, hahaha. x3 So perhaps it was mee! And you're welcome. :P
Good luck, Timber! It's a nerve-racking feeling, or that's how I feel, but rewarding when you talk to the person you like because it's like, "Wow... I can actually be friends." It's rewarding. Especially if you and that person are friends. :3
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
:3 I go through this thing every day, since I can't just ignore my crush. He's always somehow there. Like, I'll be walking, and suddenly I'll heard his voice from behind me, like he was there the whole time. And he's my friend, though we bicker... a lot.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .