Though still sad and in tears Karmabell found somesort of odd peace listening to the rhythmic beating of the raindrops and curled up close at Bluebells feet, and this moment of peace brought her rest, and sleep was the last thing she wanted at the moment she soon found out, her sleep was a long chain of never ending nightmares and she was quite sure that she was making noises in her sleep, she prayed she would wake up soon,
Bluebell opened his eyes and stared up the sky again. His tears fell down, mixing with the rain. After thinking about it, he didn't know if he wanted a family again. He didn't think he could handle loosing more. His family was these dogs. He just couldn't handle loosing them. He looked down at karmabell. He couldn't leave at this moment. Karmabell needed some comfort, he could tell. The fluffy male laid Down by the she-dog and he closed his eyes. Could he...leave this family?...
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Karmabells long chain of nightmares took a turn for the better, earlier they just got more and more gruesome, now they became more gentle by the second, soothing her every thought. She wondered why this was, and she couldn't think of anything that could have caused the change. But the weird part of these soothing dreams was that she saw Bluebell so often in them, and the rest of her family in the background. This showed her that she needed her new family more than ever, because the hole left in her heart from her past family wouldn't grow larger by losing this one, just deeper. Then she woke up.
Bluebell breathed soothingly as he laid next to karmabell. His eyes remained closed, as he was falling into a soft sleep. He was still thinking what to do. He just knew he couldn't handle loosing more. He felt like his broken heart was telling him he needed to leave his new family and live with no one else. His ears flattened. He did like everyone in the family. He would never want to leave. But he knew it was probably the best thing to do. He thought some more, listening to the sound of rain around him.
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Karmabell evaluated her surroundings. Bluebell was drifting off into sleep, hopefully not a horrible sleep like hers was in the begining, but she wished his sleep to be calm and enchanting full of his best memories. There was no need for one more tear to be shed today. Karmabell kept her eyes open but kept her breathing to the rhythm it would have if she were asleep. She wondered if any of the dogs had gone out on Patrol, she hoped they did and she hoped they knew where she was and knew she was fine now. But how would they know that?
Bluebell shivered. "I....I don't know what to do...." he whispered in his sleep, yet he was still talking about his thought. "I have to......I have to leave this family...." he shivered heavily and wined a bit as he slept. He soon began to see things in his dream. Everyone. Everyone from his knew family...all dead...he stood by blood covered karmabell. Was he still dreaming? "no....no!" he yelled in his sleep.
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Karmabells prayers for good dreams to come to Bluebell obviously hadn't come true, because he was screaming in his sleep, and not to mention, he said he wanted to leave the family! At this Karmabell gasped and almost screamed herself, but she promised herself that there would be no more tears shed tonight and she knew that screaming would lead to tears. She had to convince Bluebell to stay! But first she needed to wake him from his horrible dream... "Bluebell! Bluebell!"
Bluebell shivered heavily. So much blood shed. So much dogs...dead. Bluebell suddenly began to hear his name being called. The voice. It was karmabells. B-but she was dead right infront of his feet. He stared down at the blood covered she-dog. Horror filled his eyes. Finally, his eyes shot open and his head popped up from the ground. He stared at karmabell. He sighed softly, thankful no one was dead.
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Karmabell sighed in relief, finally he was awake. She then began to lick his fur to soothe him, her mom always did that tl her and her brothers. It was so comforting. Eventually she stopped and asked "Whats this I hear about you wanting to leave? Why would you want to leave?" Was it her? It was wasn't it, every family she had gone to after her mother chased her out instantly, only this group welcomed her, but now they had begun to dislike her just like the other families. What was it about her that made her so hateable?
Bluebells breathig was a bit heavy, yet her licking was soothing. He must have been talking in his sleep, since she knew about him leaving. He looked away. "I just, don't know if I can handle a family." he said. "I just, think it's best for all if I leave." he looked back at karmabell with his light brown eyes. He knew she wasn't going to agree, but it was his choice.
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