:( Is there no purpose for mi name? ): (c, i was not here when they decided z names) since when did we decide that jenny was ketchup? i need to no these things. i thought we only decided on mustard.......... i confuzzled
Of course not Jessie. ^-^ -hugs- There's a really REALLY annoying, mean, rude girl named Jessica at our school... she thinks we're good friends but we're not. >:(
wow she sounds a lot like someone at our school, she's incredibly violent and me and her have gotten in to a fist fight twice all the girls in year seven are afraid of her so they act all nice to her face but say stuff about her behind her back, me and a couple of other people are the only ones that'll stand up to her, it get's worse though she also picks on the guy's as well she'll constantly annoy them and hit them, and they can't fight back because she's a girl, and she allways makes fun of me because I like anime, but I really don't see whats so bad about it.
Oh, yeah, theres a lot of people at my school like that. Like one girls mean and I was sick of fighting with her so I just gave up, and she took that as me being her friend, I guess. O.o I'm like, no I'm not your friend, I just don't want to be mean to you anymore but if i have to I will! and she's just confused i guess and doesnt understand. O.o and then in PE, this girl with her locker next to me always is like "hi!" and then questions me about stupid stuff like, "How many laps did you run today?" and stuff, and if I don't tell her she gets physical and, while I'm changing out of my PE uniform, she'll actually shove me so that I have to talk to her. I'm like, just leave me alone! Obviously, she doesn't get the message. O.o
OMG!! This actually happened two weeks ago but whatever. hahaha.
So Luke and I had a really long text conversation. And then when I came to school the next day, since he sits behind me I was just walking to my seat and looked at him and he was gazing at me with the sweetest smile he's even given me when I was looking. So I smiled back, and he reminded me of the convo ("we're still around the annoying people!") and I laughed a little and said "Yup, again." and he laughed. And I lived off of that for weeks.
I'm so tired of the games Luke's playing with me. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it.
I cannot say that enough. If he goes to the dance, I'm asking him to dance the first chance I get.
But right now I'm starting to believe he's kind of a player. And maybe he doesn't like me as much as I think he does. And my number one fear is rejection, so... Yeah this is a problem.
Ugh. Here's a poem you can read if you want. It's how I feel. Kind of. Because in truth, I'm a lot more frustrated than this. Because the girl in the poem can run away from him somehow. But I CAN'T. I can't get over him. I just can't. So this is not fun.
Anyways. here. XD
Blind
I was so convinced, so sure
But I just didnt know enough
About your past, the girls, who could
Possibly see through your bluff?
And my hazel eyes are blind
To all your defects
Why couldnt you have come with a label?
Caution: Will break your heart, but what did you expect?
If only I had the nerves to see
The way you strive for whose heart youll shatter next
I would teach you the lesson
But Ive got no time to flex
Your pathetic, cruel excuses
No girl deserves such harm
I hate to break it to you baby, but theres only so many