feeling moody and depressed. not in the happy mood right now. and it's sad, a'cause it's the holidays. but i'll be absent for awhile. i'll try to keep up with my roleplays.
okay, probably a real hiatus right now. i have to go in for an MRI, so i love you guys! i don't think it's anything bad at all. i've just been getting headaches a lot and my mom wants to know why.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
I can't bring myself to talk to people much in real life, let alone come on here and see all you happy people. Things are just not good for me lately.
I would tell you not to worry, but I really don't know. We had a serious incident in the family and my parents are trying to cover it up like it's nothing. When it's made me literally ashamed of my parents, and afraid of my daddy.
I'm trying my best to be open to my friends through all this, but I am just so lost. I appreciate your understanding when I say I have to leave this site. I may pop back in some day, but I just can't get up the energy to get on the computer often.
I've had a wonderful time here, and I love you guys.
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hey guys/gals. so, lifes been treating me pretty hard lately. tomorrow I have recommendations for highschool... and i'm barely passing algebra and social studies... and i really want to do good in school so i can stay in touch with friends. and i really think if i focus more on my life then i can actually make everything... well, work. which is something i really want. i'll be focusing on school and sports more, along with my passion music. <3 i love you all. [:
restabella.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Aaaaawww....thanks for saying that! I will miss how active you've been for the past few days! It's sad when people can't stay on as much anymore..... Love you too! I'll post a special pic in a few minutes:
-- Edited by Scorchheart on Tuesday 23rd of February 2010 12:37:12 AM
I am gonna be gone for a while, due to computer problems, and some other things. Although I might only be gone for two days. It might get longer than that, but I'll try to pop up when I'm able to.
-- Edited by Scorchheart on Tuesday 6th of April 2010 11:08:56 PM
Okay, I know you guys may have noticed I've been much less active. Well, school ended and for the first time in my life I have to take summer school. And that has slwon my internet activity down by a lot. So I may not be on as much as I used to be. Anyways, I will pop up, but I'm not sure I'll be very active.