OOC: I don't know what's going on really, but I'm Moonstar who became a rogue named Mattie and I'll join in here hoping I'm not messing anything up. :D
IC: Mattie crept slowly along the broken tree limb, catching a quick glimpse of her former Clan, RiverClan. She sighed, wishing she could fight alongside her Clanmates. But no- she was a rogue now, she musn't have such thoughts.
Rosestarl woke up to find herself outside her den, where she had fallen asleep for the night. Her sleep had been restless, her dreams filled with flashes of dark images of the battle. Normally she would have talked with her medicine or deputy, her two most trusted friends, about the strange omens. Now without them, she felt so alone. She missed Tabbystripe's optimism and Ebonycloud's helpful advice. At the moment she would have given anything for them to be with her-but that was out of the question. "They're BrokenClan cats now," Rosestar murmured to herself, shaking her head. "And I have a clan to lead!" She shuddered at the darkness ahead and gathered the remains of her once-peaceful clan to talk with them, even if only to raise their spirits.
Ebonycloud shook and shivered in the cold air. She tensed her shoulders as she finally made her desicion, "I cant stay here. I hvae to go. I have to talk to Rosestar." She whispered softly. She stood ubruptly and raced out of camp. She headed toward Windclan hoping she coul dfind her former leader. She needed to hear what Rosestar thought. If she said Ebonycloud was not fit to be Windclan anymore than she would leave. Her heart pounded, what would she do?
Mattie jumped at the sudden voice inches from her ear. Startled, she whirled around to see Shatterstep, a former ShadowClan warrior. "Goodness, you nearly made me jump two fox-lengths!" Mattie exclaimed. "Yes, it's me." She knew what question was coming next, but she decided to wait until it was properly asked.
Mattie sighed; Shatterstep's question reminded her of the gloomy and difficult descision. She took a few quick, deep breaths to calm her nerves, then spoke slowly. "Yes... I fled." She shivered. "I was afraid. I am supposed to be an example, cats look up to me, but I was weak and scared and I fled the Broken Battle. And I am ashamed, so I became a rogue. I am not worthy of being Clan leader." She ducked her head away to hide the unmistakable crystal tears flooding her pale blue eyes.
"Well first.Everybody left Shadowclan except for me,shadowstorm,and Blizzardclaw, Wetstar went awold rambling on about 'my kits they can't die my kits my kits', then I was afraid to be alone,there was nobody to talk to or to help and I was almost paralyzed in 1 of my front and back legs."she said retelling the event that lead up to her departure.