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Those middle schoolers who say they love each other
``-- love is holding hands and hugging in the hallway

My friend talking to two girls that hate each other because they both like him
``-- love is something to hate over

My friend depressed because she doesnt think a guy can love her
``-- love is wanted

My friend crying because her boyfriend thinks shes cheating on him
``-- love is paranoia

The subject everyone wants to read about
``-- love is coveted

My parents fighting
``-- love is sacrifice and forgiveness

Meeting people online and spilling your soul to them
``-- love is trust


``-- love sucks.


-- Edited by Lilyspirit on Monday 6th of December 2010 05:16:12 PM

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December 27, 2009. 1:26pm


I have become aware that very few people read this, and Ipost very few entries, lol. But imma keep writing anyways -3-



Alice came to a fork in the road."Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
~Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

This has been very true of my life lately, I've realised. I've had to make so many choices lately, had so many roads to take. I'm so nervous about making a decision that ill hurt me later, or that will cause me pain, or anybody else. I'm too selfless for my own good, and it sucks. I'm not one to compliment myself, but in this case selfless is not a compliment. I make all my decisions to try and help other people, cause them as little hurt and disapointment as possible. I get good grades not for myself, but to make my parents and teachers proud. I figure out what friends I've hung out with lately and hang with the ones I haven't. I don't pick a best best friend out of my best friends, because I don't want to make he othes feel bad.

So I sit here, refusing to take a road until I make a decision, while everyone else moves on ahead. Meanwhile, all of their decisions are shaping my roads ahead, and changing the way I see my roads. I don't know where I want to go, so it doesn't matter. I can't take a road until I've really descided in my head what's right. While others make big decisions blindly, I think hard and put it off 'till the last second.

Maybe that's why I like singing. Band, I stay in because some of my friends are in band now.
I love the trumpet, but they're realy the best thing about band. Chorus? None of my friends are in chorus. I don't get good grades on projects and reports. I stay in because I love to sing, and nobody makes me make that decision. That's a road I was proud to take.

But as I'm wandering, thinking about my future decisions, I'm following roads I never thought about taking, doing things I'venever thought I would do. Some great, some terrible, bu I have my eyes on that big road ahead, and when it comes, I'll be ready.

So I say "here I come, new year!" every year past, thinking I'll be a better person. But now, I have an idea of how to do that. I know what I want, and everything will not fall into place, I have to put it in place.

Life isn't two roads diverged in a yellow wood, life is a puzzle of the yellow wood. You have to put the little things into place to see the real roads that you must take.

So here's my advice for the new year to everyone;

Trust your gut, think of the future, keep your friends close, be nice to your enemys, love like you'll die tomorrow, and live as much as you want. You were given this life to suffer through the bad, and see who will be there to help you as a result of the love you've shared. I've never really gotten the saying "Live Laugh Love" until now, and I urge you to see that too. Laugh as much as you can, becase you'll never know when you can't find your laughter. let everyone know how much you really Love them, because you could loose them forever in a heartbeat. Live through the good and bad, because it might not ever get better like they say it will, but one day you'll wake up and see everything in a new light.

And you'll find that you've been upset over nothing but the future.

It might be big and scary, but it's comming, and the best you can do is get ready for it, and be ready to Live, Laugh, and Love.

Good luck, guys. [:

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If anybody actually wants to read my jornal, I update my deviantart one almost every day now. [:

www.deviantart.com/Bubbleshine94 [:

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Hmm. I think an update is in order.

July 23, 2010                                                                                                7:18pm

Hey. I don't really know what to update with. My summer's been extremely boring. Trying to hang with different people,, spice up my life a little. My friends still live like they're eight years old, and I kind of don't like that. I don't know what to do with myself. I want change, but I resent it at the same time.

Change isn't easy to make either.

On friends: I don't know. I'm trying to change friends right now. Not working well.

On guys: I'm still into that TJ kid like always. I went to every baseball game this year, just because he's on the team. (:

On music: I have band tomorrow, learning the music for the fieldshow, starting to memorize it. Marching band is supposed to be alot more intense this year. My teacher miss B wants to make us a competitive marching school. Like, one schools will be scared to go up against. Not sure I'm too excited for band camp this year.

I'm also trying to put some songs on a facebook page to show people, and just to have up. I have a terrible mic though, and I'm still fooling around with my editing program. Mostly mic problems though. D:

Note of the day: Rainy days do not bring out the best in me.

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