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Ebonycloud


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RE: Bubbleshine's Jornal |[ A new beginning? Read plz! n.n]|
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Haha! Fanclub, that makes me laugh. The thought of me having a fanclub is pretty cool but I dont consider anyone to be my fans ;) I consider them friends! Especially everyone on here! You are all my friends! I have gotten to know you all so well and i am glad that i get to read your journals and get to know more about you =D

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Lilyspirit


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::Current Song:: 
Walking on Sunshine

Current Mood::
nervous

::Currently::
Needing to clean my room... Still. :D

::Current Weather::
rraaiinnyy<33

Alright, so my friend, Moo, used to go out with this guy named TJ. He has messy blonde hair that he gells up halfwayy in the front. I think he looks amaising, but my friends have another perspective. Anyways, Moo wasn't allowed to actuall go out and hang out with a guy, so she broke up with him for some reason she never told anyone. Nobody asked; everyone thought they were bad togeather but me. I didn't realise 'till a month ago that I like him. I don't stare at him... But I do catch myself glancing at him every ten minutes. *hangs head in shame* It's confusing, because awhile ago I had Moo ask him out for me (She was extatic for the chance.) , but I never got an answer, and I don't think they even told/asked him.

My friends made me join their pact too all have had one boyfriend by the end of the year. ((I had absolutely no choice in this, but I don't like TJ because of this.)) I was hanging with Marjj and Izzy at my house. So my friend Izzy actually reminded me of the bet today. I had forgotten before she said it... xD She said she's gonna ask TJ out for me tomorrow, and I begged her not to, but she won't listen. ((Don't get me wrong, My friends are ah-mazing, but they do get... Weird.)) I told her we can comprimise, and she can tell him that I like him, but she can't ask him out for me. She said okay, but as she left my house, she laughed, saying that she's asking him.

I mean, I don't really mind her doing that, but my biggest fear is that he'll say no. I kept bugging my friends all afternoon. "Marj, why would he like me?" "Izzy, why would't he like me?" lawl.

Any ideas on how to get less-stressed?



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Lilyspirit


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RE: Bubbleshine's Jornal |[Oh, Holy Sweet Jesus' Crud Muffins.]|
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::Current Song:: 
Hallelujah
"I heard there was a secret chord,
That David played and it pleased the lord,
Well you don't really care for music, do you?"

::Current Mood::
Anxious

::Currently::
Waiting... Alot.

::Currently Smelling Like::
Baby powder? O.o

Today was nerve-wracking. So Izzy told me all day that she'd given him the note, and kept saying. "You'll get your answer at the end of LA!" "At the end of Reading!" "End of Math!" AAHHRRGGLLFF..

So it turns out, Izzy wrote a note to give to Moo to give to him.
...
Confuzing, huh?
You have.
No idea.
At lunch, they kept bugging him because he wouldn't open the note.

Moo: Open the note!
Iz: Open the note!
Me: DON'T YOU DARE OPEN THAT NOTE!
It went on like that 'till the end of the day.


He never opened the note.
I never got an answer.


How anti-climactic.



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Lilyspirit


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::Current Song:: 
Toxicity by System of a Down

Current Mood::
Pleasantly occupied

::Current Game:: 
Sims 3

::Currently::
Hoping for more school. (I know, who would have guessed? xD)

::Current Fret::
What school I'm going to next year! :[



Aaahh, so much happened today, I had to update.

Sry about not updating for a while. I know, I don't have much readers anyways, so it doesn't really matter. xD

We have two days left of school. How cool is that?! No classes, just practicing for eighth grade graduation. Okay, so I evenyally got that note from a while ago back, unopened. Haven't hav the courage to talk to him sense. xD

Well, a little, but I started treating him like a good friend today, and he didn't complain. I've had this huge crush on him for a looonnggg time. I heard that he knows I like him, but I'm not sure in the slightest if it's true or not. Do I even want to know? Probobly not. :\

We joked around during grad practice, and I can now talk to him and breathe at the same time! How kool is that?! :DD

But after school, my brother hung out with his FIRST GF EVER! I'm so proud of him. ;DD

So now I only have one problem.

WHERE THE FISH SHOULD I GO TO HIGH SCHOOL!?!

There's the local public school, TFHS. A real good school. I made the cheer squad for next year, am gonna be in marching band and chorus, sudent council, and my group of friends goes there.

Then there'd this charter school, PVPA. It's a performing arts school, and I have a friend or two that go there. I haven't heard a bad thing about it, and my mom told me it'd be like being in a play all year. That'd be AMAISING. <3

But the thing is, I'm not good at making big decisions.

I guess I'll accept the invitation to PVPA. I mean, I can always go back to TFHS, but I can't always go back to PVPA. And if I don't take the oppertunity, I'll always have wondered what it'd be like if I took it, you know.

Please tell me your opinions!



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Lilyspirit


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leaving right now for the cape! Love you guys! ;DD

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Hm.. toughy choice. I'm so like you Lily. I hate desisions. And the same thing happened to me. Some friends were going to QVMS (a school for GT students) and some were going to BBMS (my middle school i'm supposed to go to). My mom made me try out for QVMS, since it's a good school and I got in. Some of my friends are going to there (including my BF! =D) and some are going to BBMS :'( Including my best friend.
Well..
I'd choose the performing arts school, whatever it's called. You can always quit that school if you don't like it and join the other school, but it's harder for you to join the regular school and do the performing arts one.
Hope it helped. And hope it made since. I'm terrible at explaining things :'(



-- Edited by Bells on Saturday 11th of July 2009 01:53:23 AM

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Lilyspirit


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Currently Eating :: Spagettii
Currently Listening to :: "Alive with the Glory of Love" by Say Anything
Currently Crushing on :: TeeJayy
Currently Dreading :: Running for Cheer practice

Okay, so I haven't updated in FOREVER, but as the title says, I'm in big bad High School now. I did choose Turners, because I NEEDED to have a Marching Band. My brother's friend Chase moved, but my friend Marj dared him to kiss me first. It was weird, especially since I don't like him like that. Just as a friend. :]


So it's not as "big and bad" as I thought it would be. It's really ALOT of fun, and ALOT easyer. I mean, they expect more of us, but they don't expect more than we're capable of. It's much easyer for me, because I had to miss class to do Band last year, and this year Band IS a class. SO HAPPY! :]

We got a new band director, and she's cool, I guess. It'll take me a while to get used to her, because she's DEFFINATLY different than the other two I got to know. The two Seniors who always covered for me graduated now.

So I'm the only Freshman Trumpet player, though I have these three awesome buddies, Dan, Pat, and Seth. They're all Sophmores, and though I dislike Seth, I still respect the kid.


My classes are long (an hour and a half. BAH!!) and exausting, and we have to run a mile every other day for Gym. I had alot of fun today though, because he lets you listen to music if you run/jog the whole time. I jogged, and walked a tiny bit, but he wasn't strict with that. I went to the Tennis Corts with them, and did a bunch of stuff, then we split to start drills or something. Me and my friend Moo got put in TJ's group, where this kid who thinks highly of himself tried to teach us. He didn't teach, just chatted with his friends, and we didn't listen, just chatted with eachother. So Moo and TJ went to play a game, and I got bored, so went to be the Reff. I had fun, and this other kid came over who was TJ's good friend, but not very good at Tennis. They all played, but the Gym teacher made me play for the last ten minutes. I went to get my ipod, and the kid and TJ had put their stuff with ours. I saw TJ's ipod and picked it up, looking through the songs. I knew he wouldn't mind, kids don't steal stuff at my school. He had almost all the songs I did, and I told him that. He wanted his ipod back, but I was still looking, so he hit me on the head lightly with his tennis Racket. He ended up catching me by surprise and stealing it when I wasn't holding it very well, but we were having fun about it.

So I hung out with a boy for a class and didn't blush maddly!! *achievement unlocked!*


I joined the Cheering team, and love it. The coach says I'm great, and that makes me so happy, but I have a huge problem. ::

Running

I cannot run for crap, and we have to run around the track four times {a mile} without stopping to walk or just stop. After that we streach and do cheers and awesome stuff, but the point is, I went from being not athletic all summer, to running a mile every day, and my body hates me for it. Plue the sleeping schedule I'm on doesn't help too much. ( bed at 11, up at 6? not the best. :\ ) I can't run the WHOLE thing, and if we don't today, we can't cheer at the first game.

If I can't cheer, I'll play in the band like I would have if I hadn't have done cheering, but If I can't run the mile, then I'll feel like I lost. She might give mercy on me, but then I'll feel like I cheated.

So I'm gonna try listening to my ipod. I hope it works. Running's so repetetive and boring that I think music will brighten it up and give me something to do. You know?




Well, comments, questions, and suggestions are always welcome. My life is definately something I can improve on! :]



-- Edited by Lilyspirit on Monday 6th of December 2010 05:14:04 PM

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Dragonstar


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RE: Bubbleshine's Jornal |[Lily's in big bad Highschool!]|
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I'm doing soccer right now and I didn't do anything athletic since last season. So I was kinda like you, I really couldn't run. One of my coaches thought it would be great for us to run a quater of this giant field. We didn't have to run through the whole thing, but I wanted to. Not my greatest idea, but I made it. A neat trick I used was to think about other, random stuff. Listening to music will probably help distract you. If you think about other stuff than you'll forget you're running. Afterwards, you'll be pretty tired though. I also recommend jogging at a slow pace. Not too slow, it needs to be at least faster than speed walking.
I'm in high school too (junior!! woot!!). Getting enough sleep is impossible. I usually drank tea in the morning and, if I was really tired, find a class to sleep in. Make sure you choose a class that isn't doing something important or has a strict teacher.
Well, I think that's all I can tell you for now. Hopefully it helps.

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Lilyspirit


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Sry I haven't been that involved in the site in the past two weeks. My life was going great, which was amaising, because it never seems to go right, and I was jsut getting used to it when a big secret of mine spilled, and I realised that my trust in people doesn't mean as much as I origionally thought it did. I'm in a huge mess, and I'm just trying to push aside enough room to breathe right now.

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Florestadream


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RE: Bubbleshine's Jornal |[Sry for now and later, but I might not be on for a little while..]|
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breathe lily, and keep walking. thats what keeps me alive. that is why im still here. if you ever need to talk im here. ive been through a lot and somehow im still breathing and being aggressive like i am. (: good luck lily. keep your chin high and keep walking. i believe in you.

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okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
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