Yay Moony~! I told you he'd go for you! And like Resta said, just stop thinking about Luke and "Get your head in the game~" XD Fail. Anyway, you shouldn't worry about it, if you're going to like him, you're going to like him, and hopefully nothing bad will happen. But you're the kind of person who'll make sure nothing will happen, so DONT WORRY~
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"If he dies, then it will be God's will."
"If that was meant to be comforting, it was not."
"Everyone dies eventually. Once you are born, you begin to die."
"That was not comforting either!"
"It is the way of the Creed. Usually our deaths are violent but quick."
Hahaha thanks! Yes you did!! Yeah, I know, I don't think about Luke that much anymore anyways. He's just a hottie x3 But that's the thing, I'm not sure if I like him, and I'm not in the mood to break anybody's heart. But I'mma give him a chance and hopefully I'll reallyyy like him soon.
Hehehe thanks Maddy :) Btw guys, I'm MOSTLY over Luke now. I think he's really hot, but I don't think about him or anything. Chris won me over. So I'm set. haha. xD
May 4th, 2009 6:38 PM I can honestly say that that Chris has offcially swept me off my feet. I've fallen again, but this time I'm actually in a relationship. He makes me feel good about myself, and whenever he slides his arm around me I get all jittery and feel like I REALLYYY gotta pee and I just giggle and lean my head back.. He comes up behind me and scares me and kisses my cheek after school. He's always really playful (in an appropriate way, pervert) and cute but still gentle. And he's really sweet, nice, funny, and smart. He's not afraid to do mild public displays of affection, like snuggling and stuff because people are very aware of us being together thansk to my friends XD XD I'm so happy right now. Btw, I am going to be venting ALOT on these because I don't want to do it too much to my friends, one that's braggy but really I'm just so excited I cant stop, two I don't want to hurt some friends by acting that way because I have a best friend and she'd always get the boys and it'd hurt me.. Chris and I are going on a date this Friday, probably a movie but idk. I'm excited, if I can bring it up to my mom and convince her. Definitely possible, but we'll see how it goes. She "doesn't trust boys with me in a dark movie theater", so we'll just see. Anyways, I'm basically over Luke. I know, that makes me double the happiness. I'm so relieved. It's really true when they say you have to find another guy to get rid of the old one. I gave Chris a chance and I'm soo happy.
But I am afraid of some things (of course I always find something...) Chris is going to a different school next year. If we're still together, it'll make me upset. If he leaves or if I get over him, I'm afraid I'll go back to Luke and I never want to repeat that. But for the most part, I'm making the best of the moments because I never know when he'll suddenly stop liking me or something. I'm one of those people that has such low self esteem with guys that I constantly need proof to know that he still likes me. When I say constantly, I really do mean basically daily. Weird, I know, but I grew up that way.
~~ So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright Lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart So look me in the eye Lie, lie, lie ~~