Warrior Cats: The Four Clans

I know what you mean about the RP characters =D But many of the characters i create are things i wish i could be or people i would like to meet. Some of the characters i make (such as Nathan Denning) are similar to me in some aspects and in others they are different. They are some characters i make that are almost nothing like me but wind up havin one of my odd traits XD If you met me in real life you would probably be looking at me funny because the person behind Ebonycloud isnt exactly the same because until i get to know someone i am very awkward around them... but once you get to know me i suppose i act just like i do here XD

Thursday, March 19 2009, 3:51 PM

You know what? Life can come at you fast... Not particularly for me but still... I was thinking the other day about what my dreams have been since i was a little kid. I wanted to be a vet when i was little and perhaps i still do. I am not all that bad at science. In fact i rather love science, its my favorite subject. The only problem is... i dont know if that i what i want to do with my life. I love being about to draw but i dont think i want to pursue a career in that field. I just dont have that kind of confidence.
As for life coming at me fast, i just realized something. Heck... i am going to be a senior next year... Eighteen! Holy cow man! I have been alive for almost eighteen years! After that thought hit me, i was thinking about just how soon i was going to have to be a colledge student. Certainly that was really an odd thought. Man i am getting close to the point where i am gong to have to go live on my own!
These thoughts were odd to me but not completely scary. Still i am rather happy with how my life is right now and i would rather not change it... But what choice do i have right? We all have to grow up sometime...

The other day i was staring at a picture of Ebonycloud that i had drawn and i couldnt help but smile to myself. To think that when i created that character she was just one character on a list of millions that i had just created on a whim. Only now can i really appreciate just how much that character means to me... I admire the character because she is so much stronger than me man... Anyway, i know it seems silly that i respect the character to the point that i do.
I took a bit of time the other day to think about where she had come from. I had created Ebonypaw during the fourth book in the second series of warriors because Windclan had always given me great interest. When i made her she was just another character that i made up without to much thought. She also had a different look than she does now. She was a small thin black she cat with bright green eyes. 
Her personality back then was level headed and powerful. She acctually had a twin sister with yellow eyes named Blackpaw. Both of them lived in a distant clan that had just happen to stumble upon the clans near the lake. Ebonypaw and her Blackpaw were both extremely talented character but Blackpaw let that power corrupt her.
Not to long after Blackpaw named herself Blackdemon, Ebonypaw left and was adopted by Windclan because of a cat named Hawkpaw(Later to become one of my characters named Hawkstripe). Yet she couldnt escape her past because Blackpaw came back to kill her. Ebonypaw soon given her warrior name: Ebonyangel. Well that is pretty much where my story for her ended.
I stopped thinking about Ebonyangel for a long time... That was until i started reading the warriors series again. Ebonyangel's name later became Ebonyheart because i dont think anyone would take the name Ebonyangel seriously.
A few short months later i stumbled upon Deviantart and was looking through warrior pictures. I found one of Brambleclaw and guess whose picture that was? Rainpelt's old picture of Brambleclaw had led me to her gallery. I was looking through it with interest when i came upon a picture called RainPAW no More. That is where i found a link to this site.
Well the rest is history pretty much. I thought for a long time about joining but finally decided, heck? Why not? When i joined i named myself Ebonypaw because i couldnt think of a new name and i have almost always been obsessed with the word Ebony (I blame Snow White, tis where i first heard the word believe it or not).

I know that this was a sort of pointless journal but this is how i came to become Ebonystar =D

-- Edited by Ebonystar on Thursday 19th of March 2009 10:52:26 PM

Wow, who knew how many changes a character could go threw in just a few months. Ebonycloud went threw WAY more changes than Twigstorm ever did xD
Btw, you're not the only one who respects their character too much x3

Oh, congratulations! That must be so exciting!
Despite age differences, you'll still be really close, I bet. =3