Lulz, they say it's easier to learn Spanish if you know French first. x3
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We all have our moments: A moment to cry, a moment to laugh. A moment to be held, a moment to be let go. A moment to be sad for not having what we want, and a moment to be happy with what we got.
Yeah, we all have those moments. And I advise you not to put them to waste.
Hey there everyone. Man i am so tired right now. I dont feel well at all. My brother got in to a fight with his girlfriend and now that are possibly going to break up. I dont know what to do... i looked at the conversation they had and saw mistakes on both parts. I explained as best as i could to her for his actions cause i am one of the only people that understands my brother well enough. Yet she just doesnt seem to want to cooperate right now. I just feel so tired. I want to curl up in a corner and not wake up for a long time... I feel really bad because i couldnt for the life of me get her to see what i was trying to tell her. Now its a big possibility that they are going to break up. I dont want to see my brother hurt. He and i are really close and i know how hurt he could get. Through our life we have had quite a bit of rough spots. Not as many as others but still it was rough. He was changed when he was little to the point where he becomes like my character Falcondance. Falcondance throughs away his emotions and puts on a fake smile. He laughs and jokes only as a show when only those who know him really well can tell that something is wrong... I guess my brother is almost the inspiration for Falcondance. Anyway i just feel kind of depressed. I know this is partically my fault cause i gave them my advice and i failed miserably. I dont know what to do other than just try to calm down. If i am not very cheerful lately that might be the cause. Yet for you guys i will still try my best to keep up a good mood and RP to the fullest. I will make sure you guys are feeling better than i am now... Well anyway, on a different note i am thinking about making a new site. It is going to be a Star Wars Roleplaying site. The whole thing is like an MMO where you can fight monsters and level up. It is going to take me a heck of a long time before i get everything up and running but i am excited about it. I want to open it soon so other people can play as well. When it is open, for those of you who join, please bear with me for a bit. I am going to need to work out the bugs in the system and get things running smoothly. As for the features on the new site i am going to be having things like shops, battles, leveling up, banks and more available to the users. Banks, battles and such are going to be run by me and my mods so thing might be a tad bit slow at first. There are going to be different races on the site such as Humans, Twi'leks, Wookies and more. Profession will include Solider, Bounty Hunter, Jedi, Creature Tamer, and pilot. I was going to have things like politian availble but that would get just to complicated... well even more so than it is already going to be. I hope some of you are interested in it! Thanks so much for reading my journal.
Hello there everyone. I am here with a review on some of the movies i have seen so far this year of 2009! Well so far this year i have seen 3 movies and i have to say, they were pretty good. The movies i saw were Bed Time Stories, Bolt, and Gran Torino. I will start off by talking about that particular movie and then give my review and recommendations on them. I dont usually do this so please bear with me. ^^'
Bed Time Stories: Rated PG
Alright, for those of you who havent heard of this movie, its about a man named Skeeter(Adam Sandler) who tells bed time stories to his niece and nephew. Yet something wierd happens when the things in these stories start coming true. As the hero of our story tries to reach his goal he manages to get himself in to a bit of a pickle. I went to this movie not expecting a lot out of it. I love Adam Sandler as an acter. I loved watching movies such as Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, and the Waterboy. Yet Sandler's resent movies have been a little... disappointing. So i went to see Bed Time Stories not expecting a whole lot because if i had i would have been disappointed. Yet when i went to see it i was suprised at how much i really enjoyed it! It is a very heart warming tale and there was a few... hidden adult jokes but i manged to laugh quite a bit from this movie. It is a great movie to go see with the family if you are looking for a good laugh. There are some fart jokes in there so dont be so posh and laugh for goodness sakes... i did... Anyway! I truely enjoyed this movie and i am glad i went to see it. I would rate this movie... a 7 out of 10 stars!
Bolt: Rated G
I am sure you all know but for those who havent heard this movie is a Disney animation film. I dont think it was made by Pixar this time but i am unsure. Anyway, this movie is about a dog who is a Hollywood star and doesnt ever know it! He believes its all real! Well some complications happen and Bolt(John Travolta) manages to get himself a little more then lost. He believes that the bad guy from the show has captured his owner Penny(Miley Cyrus). In search of his missing owner, he has to face the real world, without his super powers. Along the way he makes a team of misfits. Mittens, an alley cat with a bad temperment and Rhino, a loyal Bolt fanatic. I went to see this movie knowing it was going to be a Disney movie. I love Disney movies, i was raised on them. There is always a happy ending which makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside! Well this movie didnt disappoint. The animation quality of this movie was just fantasic! Everything looked so real! I have to recommend seeing this movie in 3D because everything is layered. It was extrodinary! Seeing it with the 3D is perfectly fine too. It doesnt take away any of the charming qualities of this movie. John Travolta did and excellent voice as the main character of this film. I enjoyed watching an animated dog with a sweet voice! Miley Cyrus did a good job playing opposite this very awsome actor. I am not to fond of Cyrus but i do like her in a few things. I am not a Miley hater! I do like somethings about her. If i met her in real life i would more than likely exchange a few polite words and move on rather than asking for an autograph. I would probably do this to every actor/tress though... Anyway, it was a great movie and i recommend seeing it with any age group! This movie gets an 8 out of 10 stars from me!
Gran Torino: Rated R
Well i am sure not many of would would go see this movie but heck i am 17 and i went to see it. So many of you probably dont know what this movie is about. This story takes place in a city that has become run down. A man named Walt Kowalski(Clint Eastwood), who is Korean War vet. He is old school and cant believe that the newest generation has turned out the way it has. The whole street he lives on which had been populated with American white folks(Sorry if calling people white or black offends you but this was important to the movie) is now being populated by Asian folks from places like Korea and Vietnam. Kowalski is very cold to these people at first but eventually warms up to them when the nieghbor's son Thoa(Bee Vang) is saved by Kowalski from a street gang run buy his counsin. Well first off i should say that i am a fan of Clint Eastwood. This man is just to cool. If you have ever seen his old western movies you will understand! He is an oustanding actor and was once a very handsome man. In this movie he plays a crankie old man who pretty much hates the world around him. This movie is chuck full of laughs and moments to cry. There is quite a bit of swearing and racism. Yet this movie just doesnt rag on one in particular. It makes fun of everyone. I hate how now a days everyone has to be aware of how everyone else is feeling. Back when my great grandfather was around everyone had a thicker hide. You could take a racisist comment and not get offened. Now everyone is just to(in my opinion) sensitive. We have to be constantly aware of other's precious feelings. Excuse me, but i think some people should lighten up a bit. I get called all sorts of racist names and accused of all sorts of things because i am a white Christian... But i just brush it off... well sorry for the rant! ^^' I have to say this is probably the best movie i have seen in a long time. It made me laugh so hard and yet it was heart warming and sweet. There are moments when you just want to cry because of the events that happen. Overall this movie wasnt a disappointment in any sense! It shows you the difference in the generation's morals and integrity. I do believe that our society has fallen quite a bit because of how kids are raised. I am not saying that the older generations were perfect because they had so many problems of their own... Anyway, this movie was just outstanding and i have to give it a 10 out of 10 stars! if Eastwood doesnt get an award for this i dont think anyone should!
Have you ever been in a situation where you kind of feel left out? I bet you have! Well i sort of feel that way all the time... To tell you the truth i am almost embarrassed that i have never had a crush... on anyone 0.0 Though i am sort of glad that i havent... Gives me more time to focus on my school work and stuff... you know. Anyway, i kinda feel a little bit left out when my friends talk about their crushes and boys that are cute and things like that. I have never really felt that way about a guy and i sure as heck know that no guy has ever felt that way about me. (and if you are being nice by saying, "Oh dont worry Ebbs, you just havent found the right guy yet" dont say that... To be honest every time someone says that i get a little bit more down hearted...) Well i cant say that i might not have ever felt that way... There was a boy back when i was in middle school whom i had been friends with since 3rd grade. He was a nice boy who wasnt exactly popular... but then again i wasnt either. He also had a wierd laugh but it was kindah nice. It grows on you. Anyway, he and i used to play during break all the time. (of course i loved to romp around when i was little, wasnt exaclt a complete tom boy but i wasnt a sissy.) Yet when we got in to the 5th grade he almost avoided me at all costs... i felt horrible after that. For the next two years we merely waved to eachother in the hall on occasion. Yet when we got in to the 7th grade(when it was okay for boys and girls to hang out again -_-) He started talking to me again. Yet there was something different about him. Like he had gotten depressed and super quiet. So in order to get him out of his shell i invited him to join our group. He was rather happy about that... Well after that we were pretty much glued at the hip again. Though he still didnt talk as much. People in my small group didnt like him completely but i thought he was a fantastic person. This guy got straight A's without even really trying! He and i would talk a lot to eachother and then he eventually got back to laughing again. Man had i missed that sound... i dont know if what i felt was a crush... i suppose it could have been. Anyway every time he would leave the lunch room you could almost imediatly tell i was going to get up and as well... One day though my friends thought it funny to tease me. Tyler(the boy) had gotten up and left the lunch room and as always i followed him but my two friends got up and followed me as well. As we left the lunch room they said to me with almost a sneering sarcasim... "Oh my Ebbs, does someone have a crush?" All i can say was that my face turned beat red and i denied it(when you are embarrassed that is what happens right? Well it did for me anyways...) The only problem was that Tyler was in earshot... Now i dont know if he liked me that way but i was the only one in the group he really talked to... But at the end of the year i found out he was moving away and it felt like i got a punch in the stomach. The same thing happened when my best friend since i was in the 1st grade moved away to another school... Anyway that is pretty much my story. I know its boring and you probably really dont care but i put it up here anyway...
Oh, Ebonners, I'm so sorry. I know how you feel. One of my friends moved away when I was in fourth. We had just met and we had become the best of friends. And then he moved away, and I haven't seen him since. It's depressing, am I right? But you have friends... And that's all that counts. And plus, no one is ready for a real commitment to a relationship; you still have your whole life a head of you, and you should be more focused on your dreams than stupid boys (no offense to any guys here. Not you, but the stupid crush-kinda boys).
EDIT : Notice how most of my real good friends are guys? They're so much easier to deal with and talk to. I could talk to Casey on the phone for hours, and never get embarassed or jealous, or nervous. He's the really nice guy who listens to your problems and smiles at you, and laughs with you, and lets you cry or yell at them. He shares my joys, and sticks up for me. He's like the same-age brother I will never have. xD
Anyways, yes. I'm sorry if this isn't that clear, or anything. I can only sort of relate to this; I didn't know this guy as well as you clearly knew Tyler. So I hope I helped in some sort of odd, old-fashioned way. Because... *listening to "Gotta Be Somebody"* Love that song!~ So yes. Things come at you, and you'd never expect them to happen because you always wanted to be friends with them. "Expect the Unexpected." That's kinda impossible, isn't it? *sad smile*
-- Edited by Florestadream at 22:32, 2009-01-22
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okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Very true =D At this point in time i am only really focused on my dreams and goals for the future. Ever since that time i have never even felt close to the smae possible crush. Never had any reason to i suppose... well anyway when i am ready for a relationship i will find one evantually. I just dont want what happened to my brother to happen to me. The poor guy had his heart ripped out of his butt because of his girlfriend.... made me very wary of the feelings in my heart and sort of glad i dont haven any for anyone. XD AnywayThanks for the kind words Resta! You are a very sweet person X3
Aww! Thank you! I usually don't get those compliments because I'm usually bickering with people I don't like because those are the people I pass by in the hall... xD But yes, I agree, but I do tend to get side-tracked... But I guess I should be a little more like you and not get side-tracked... But I do procrastinate and ramble. That's who I am. And I am a tad tom-boyish... I almost tackle people to get the basketball... xD One day I'm going to get a technical foul, like my crush's older brother.
EDIT : Do I really sound like I'm thirty/forty? That's what my friends and family say. My mom's friend said, "You're what is called an, 'old soul,' Floresta."
-- Edited by Florestadream at 23:22, 2009-01-22
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okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .