Like.. I feel really good. I don't think I can believe this at all. Like is like a dream for me right now, and I'm sure other people can relate to me, with all their crushes and everything. But...
So, most of you guys know I have a boyfriend. He really loves me. I can tell. I mean, at every moment, he would tease me on how like pleasent or 'hot' i am. REALLY!!! Like today, I was out tawking to him and it was really hot [we're in Texas] and I'm like, "In the summer, I swear i'm gonna have to wear bikinis all day.." and he said, "I would like that!" [Me :: OMG look] "HAHA I'm joking.."
This is like my dream come true. Every moment I can, I'm with him and he really appreciates who I am. And I think I love him a lot too. But how can i ever be sure??? I'm only 10 for potatoe's sake. [XD] I still have my WHOLE life ahead of me, and I'm already making relationships and stuff... what will I do when I'm 87 and don't have a husband???? But oh well. I'm enjoying life right now and that's all that matters.
I haven't really updated this journal for awhile.... so I've got some things to say.
Well... lately, my friends and i have been playing "truth or dare" and my bf is with us.. and they're daring him to like hug me and everything... AND HE DID!!! AT SCHOOL!!!! It's was so exciting... I was fizzing all around. He like pulled me in.. and I liked it. That was like our... 4th hug, then he hugged me 2 times after school. Whoa or no whoa???? [XD] I'm excited.
My dad went to China to visit his family. And I've always wanted a guitar.. so I asked him to buy me one in China... AND HE DID!!!!!!! It's cheeper in China so yeah...
And I'm gonna leave ThunderClan for awhile. I'm not sure if it's permanent yet, but I'm gonna become a loner for awhile. If I'm ready to join ThunderClan again, I will, but right now, I just wanna stay as a loner.
Hey... So, I'm back. And it's now the 9th. Like..... 22 more day's until my birthday. =) Yeah. It's the 31st. But... I wanted to tell you guys something else.
MY DAD'S IN CHINA, AND HE BOUGHT MY GUITAR ALREADY!! I was so happy!!! =) <3 I can't wait. I miss him, too. But I want to see the guitar, also. =) And I got so ticked off yesterday!!!
My BFF, Linh-Thuy (Lin-Twee) got a cut on her hand. It was reccess time, and we weren't allowed to go back to our classrooms without permissions with our teachers since we're out in the portables. Well, we asked our math/science teacher if we could go get a bandade and she gave us the keycard to go inside. We were about to walk then we decided to ask her if we could just go get a bandade from the classrooms. She was talking to another science teacher, and we're like "Ms. ____ can we go inside the classrooms instead to get the bandade?" and the other science teacher was like "You shouldn't budge into conversations like that. You're old enough to do stuff yourself."!! We got so mad! Linh-Thuy even started crying, since she's pretty sinsitive. but.. yeah.
Also, today was my brother's piano competition. They were playing "The Cat and the Mouse" by Coplan. My brother was soooo good, but he didn't get into the Final Rounds!! It was like a bummer! He worked so hard too. But.. what's done is done. I still think the judges were stupid. XXD
So many of you would probably know (because I have such a big mouth) that i'm geting braces. Well, if I hadn't told you, yes, i'm getting braces. So I had to get 4 teeth pulled out because my teeth in my mouth is sooo cramped, and my mouth is small so they had to get space. Wellll, today i got them YANKED out, so i'm in bitter pain right now. I mean, it kinda healed, it stopped bleeding, but it's still KILLING ME and hurts SOOO BAD!!! You get me? AMYWAYSS...
School's out. I'm sad, because my friends and I are going to 2 different schools. My BFF and I are going to separte schools, so I cried my heart out on the last day of school. But my boyfriend and I are going to the same school as me!!!! =) I'm happy about that. =) I'm still in relationship with him =)
Oh and that reminds me,
We had an end of school party, because we're in 5th grade and we'll be OOFFFF to middle school, so yeah. We took pictures and everything. It was fun. Well, we could dedicate songs to people, and Ben (my BF) dedicated "You Belong with My" by Taylor Swift to me. It was my fave song, now I like it even more HAHA It was so funny. The DJ's were like "This song is dedicated to Becky (my last name) from Ben (his last name). My friends and I were ROFL. HAHA =)
Yeah.. that's pretty much it. =) I'll post moor soon!!! Please reply,
So please forgive me, any ThunderClan warriors. <3
I might change back to a warrior.. depending on how I like being a kittypet.
Yes. I got braces. They hurt. :'( Not the teeth, but my cheeks. They're poking me. [POKER FACE!!! XD] My colours are LIGHT BLUE AND LIGHT PURPLE!! =) How cute is that???
Now.. I had my first official date with my boyfriend. We went to the swimming pool Not a big thing,
but it's a date <3
And..
I had a summer camp. it's called 'Kids and Cops'. I was on different teams (separated with my friends) but it was really fun.
I have a crush on a kid on my team, it's not my boyfriend.
He's so cute, funny, and fun to be with.
BUT I HAVE A BOYFRIEND and I'll NEVER [most likely] see MY CRUSH AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 Is it ok to have a bf AND a crush???
Braces suck. :p and my orthodontist forgot to give me the chain to close a small gap so i have to have them on longer than supposed. :P
And i have to say... when i went out with my first bf, i had a crush on Paul... i don't think it's that big of a deal as long as you stay faithful to your bf, and don't get yourself hung up in this, "dilema." it happens to a lot of people. believe me.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Yeah, I tend to have crushes on several people, then something happens with one of them and the other crushes don't go away, I just like my BF more and don't flirt with the other guys anymore. :[ Sad, but Happy. xD
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I got to know my crush.... and that made me like him even more... and we all think his older brother likes my best friend mon, and mon and i joke 'bout being in-laws when we grow up... hahaha! she said that she was coming over to my place for thanksgiving. hahaha! i would def. stick with my bf if i were in your position though, bells.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
I spent 3 days straight with my cuzins. That means sleep over for 2 nights. It kills me! My cousins are so annoying and mean! Holy crap like the older one said MY MOM LIES!! WTF?? Anyways, the oldest cuzin was like my bff but now.. I kinda hate her. But they are my family, so I can't hate them.