"I'm... I'm thinking of today being a dream. I want today to become a dream. I wish that today wasn't reality. And.. and I was thinking of that song, Airplanes, by B.o.B. You know? Where Haley sings." Seth sighed. He looked at Jenna. "You know what I mean, don't you? I really wish Micayla and Mathieu weren't dead. I would do anything for Micayla to come back. I would sacrifice myself. And wish on a shooting star. Even if it was an airplane."
Jenna stared into space then sighed. "I'm not one to fight with fate, Seth. But I understand... I feel the same way. I've been thinking about Forever Young. Jay-Z with Mr. Hudson? Yeah, that one. And then Soundtrack 2 My Life by Kid Cudi and someone else... Airplanes aren't going to do anything for us, and neither are shooting stars. We can wish all we want, but we know they won't come back to us, Seth. The way I see it, is that there's no use in fighting it. You're right. They want us to move on. So lets move on. It won't kill us. Wish on all the stars you want. Wish on ever 11/11 you want. It won't work..." Jenna's eyes were dark and depressed as she said this. Her voice betrayed her words. She wasn't sure about it. Atually, she just didnt want to think right now. It hurt too much.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Ooc: Hmmm I think everyone has had someone close to them die. Seth and Jenna are talking somewhere. Dallas is at his house, and Scottie is driving still I think.
(Floresta and Angel) XD You both got me singing airplanes and forever young
Ooc: Hmm I dont know it says full but I dont know if shatters counted you in or not. If she didnt because you didnt have your apprentice ceremony before we started then you can probably join when someone leaves or theres another spot open. Either way just ask Shatters should answer your question when she comes on. :)
Seth looked at Jenna, her voice full of truth. "Yeah, I guess you're right," he muttered. Today was reality. He couldn't feel pain much more worse. He would die to save her. And somehow, 'Airplanes' stopped playing and 'Bleeding Love' came onto his radio. Seth sighed. Was he seriously that lame that his life revolved around songs now? "Jenna?" Seth whispered suddenly. "What if there are gods out there, or genies, or whatever so we could get them back?"
Dallas opened his eyes and reliezed he had slept for alittle bit. Turning his boy he sat up on the side of his bed and checked his cellphone. There was one missed call from an unknown number. Deleting it he stood up and walked out the door and down the stairs. His mother was cooking Johnny's favorite food. Homemade Spaghetti and meatballs. Smiling Dallas knew she would be cooking the whole day. His mother always cooked when something bad happened. Walking to the t.V he turned it on and went strait to the news channel. They were already talking about Johnny's brother, and were going to start to talk about more deaths that had happened today. Leaning on the sofa Dallas began watching it with interest.
OOC: Sorry I just got home. I've been on the go since Saturday Morning and I just got home like half an hour agao. Again so sorry about everything.
Also I didn't count you in because you hadn't had your ceremony yet. Sorry but I can keep your form and if somebody drops out I'll let you in.
IC: Scottie walked up her stairs and went to the closet picking out something for in the morning. Before she got to focused she put her Ipod on the dock and turned on the shuffle feature We'll be a dream started playing and she sighed softly digging around for an outfit.
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"Well get there if its where we want to be and if not, well then I guess we never really lost anything in the first place."